Triggering Shit.

tisthelife: Lets all give a round of applause to Samantha...

Thu, 28 Mar 2013 19:33:12 -0400

Lets all give a round of applause to Samantha Brown.

tisthelife: I had so much more to say but now my head is...

Sat, 23 Mar 2013 20:51:19 -0400

I had so much more to say but now my head is pounding like crazy and I have work in the morning so yeah! Posting this rant.

relapsed.

Sat, 16 Mar 2013 22:01:24 -0400

I don’t even know what triggered it…I’ve been doing so well. now i feel that familiar burn running up my entire arm. i hate relapsing. i go so crazy. it’s like an alcoholic recovering doesn’t just take one sip of beer, they drink the entire case plus more. i hate this all. what the fuck is the matter with me?

Why do I even try? I don't understand the point anymore

Sat, 23 Feb 2013 20:13:11 -0500

i wish i would have fucking died before the ambulance got there.

Tue, 12 Feb 2013 23:20:09 -0500

i wish i would have fucking died before the ambulance got there.

I am so fucking done.

Sun, 10 Feb 2013 00:41:01 -0500

r u rlly preggers

Tue, 05 Feb 2013 10:56:11 -0500

lol no. Why ask this on anon though?

What a waste this past year has been.

Mon, 04 Feb 2013 19:33:01 -0500

I love you!

Sun, 03 Feb 2013 20:36:29 -0500

Bet this is Raymond lmao

Gotta love getting hate anon messages :)

Sun, 03 Feb 2013 16:36:52 -0500

Makes life worth living.

All I'm saying is it would have be nice to know we weren't hanging out tonight.

Tue, 29 Jan 2013 20:25:06 -0500

I cannot say enough how I fucking hate attention seekers. Jesus christ stop craving for compliments and shit.

Tue, 29 Jan 2013 20:24:51 -0500

tisthelife: I refuse to sink #anchor #tattoo #scars #riseabove...

Sat, 26 Jan 2013 22:48:20 -0500

tisthelife:

I refuse to sink #anchor #tattoo #scars #riseabove #itgetsbetter

Had to go to my family doctor today to follow up from being in the ER from the over dose. Yep. I gained 10 pounds within the past months.

Thu, 24 Jan 2013 11:19:25 -0500

Every fiber of my being wishes I was dead.

Sun, 20 Jan 2013 19:08:17 -0500

I need some help. I can’t stop crying. I went to the hospital last night. I overdosed, I...

Sun, 20 Jan 2013 12:04:50 -0500

I need some help. I can’t stop crying. I went to the hospital last night. I overdosed, I guess. They never really did say what happened. I can’t think a complete thought right now. My mind is swimming. I just want to crawl in a hole and never come back.

Today is actually an amazing day.

Sun, 13 Jan 2013 19:52:53 -0500

Got to stay with Cody last night (even though I felt really ill, it was just nice to have him close.) Plus we had Allie, so got to be with her all day then had sex a shit ton today. Not going to brag but oh my fucking god. Nuff said. And now I’m fucking high as shit.

I know what makes me happy.

all i want is sleep

Sat, 12 Jan 2013 08:52:22 -0500

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Thu, 10 Jan 2013 22:21:54 -0500

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Thu, 10 Jan 2013 22:20:19 -0500