[[MORE]] I don’t even know what triggered it…I’ve been doing so well. now i feel that familiar burn running up my entire arm. i hate relapsing. i go so crazy. it’s like an alcoholic recovering doesn’t just take one sip of beer, they drink the entire case plus more. i hate this all. what the fuck is the matter with me?
Why do I even try? I don't understand the point...
i wish i would have fucking died before the ambulance got there.
I am so fucking done.
Anonymous asked: r u rlly preggers
What a waste this past year has been.
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Gotta love getting hate anon messages :)
Makes life worth living.
All I'm saying is it would have be nice to know we...
I cannot say enough how I fucking hate attention...
Had to go to my family doctor today to follow up...
Every fiber of my being wishes I was dead.
[[MORE]] I need some help. I can’t stop crying. I went to the hospital last night. I overdosed, I guess. They never really did say what happened. I can’t think a complete thought right now. My mind is swimming. I just want to crawl in a hole and never come back.
Today is actually an amazing day.
[[MORE]]Got to stay with Cody last night (even though I felt really ill, it was just nice to have him close.) Plus we had Allie, so got to be with her all day then had sex a shit ton today. Not going to brag but oh my fucking god. Nuff said. And now I’m fucking high as shit. I know what makes me happy.
all i want is sleep
[[MORE]] one suicide note. it’d be to cody.
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