Triggering Shit.: Archive

Mar 28th

2 notes

Mar 24th

3 notes

5 tags

relapsed.

[[MORE]] I don’t even know what triggered it…I’ve been doing so well. now i feel that familiar burn running up my entire arm. i hate relapsing. i go so crazy. it’s like an alcoholic recovering doesn’t just take one sip of beer, they drink the entire case plus more. i hate this all. what the fuck is the matter with me?

Mar 17th

Why do I even try? I don't understand the point...

Feb 24th

1 note

i wish i would have fucking died before the ambulance got there.

Feb 13th

I am so fucking done.

Feb 10th

Anonymous asked: r u rlly preggers

Feb 5th

What a waste this past year has been.

Feb 5th

1 note

Anonymous asked: I love you!

Feb 4th

2 notes

Gotta love getting hate anon messages :)

Makes life worth living.

Feb 3rd

All I'm saying is it would have be nice to know we...

Jan 30th

2 tags

I cannot say enough how I fucking hate attention...

Jan 30th

1 note

Jan 27th

7 notes

3 tags

Had to go to my family doctor today to follow up...

Jan 24th

Every fiber of my being wishes I was dead.

Jan 21st

1 tag

[[MORE]] I need some help. I can’t stop crying. I went to the hospital last night. I overdosed, I guess. They never really did say what happened. I can’t think a complete thought right now. My mind is swimming. I just want to crawl in a hole and never come back.

Jan 20th

Today is actually an amazing day.

[[MORE]]Got to stay with Cody last night (even though I felt really ill, it was just nice to have him close.) Plus we had Allie, so got to be with her all day then had sex a shit ton today. Not going to brag but oh my fucking god. Nuff said. And now I’m fucking high as shit. I know what makes me happy.

Jan 14th

all i want is sleep

Jan 12th